‘The End Of A Prayer…’
Eyes closed
Tears streaming down
I start to pray
God, please, bring him
Back home to me & my love
Darkness around
Screaming pain in heart
I continue to pray
God, please, show him
All that I’ve sacrificed for love
Sadness encloses
Bleeding with the remains
I keep on praying
God, please, make him
Turn around from that girl
Cold daft pulses
Icy snow freezes my heart
I cry and cry and pray
God, please, get him
To realize the pain I’m feeling
As sun pours heat
Frozen heart slowly thaws
I wipe my tears and pray
God, please, shower me
With the soft warmth of relief
As golden rays embrace sky
Liquid courage pours through me
I end my long, tearful prayer
No God, I don’t want him back
I just want the strength to move on
Because I’ve long realized
That I am worth more
Than what he has ever offered
That I deserve much more
Than all his games & betrayals
My smile reappear, I closes my prayer
Thank you God, for blessing me
With that understanding…
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© Ada
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